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*listening to here with me :- dido

i cant help but stare constantly at this blank page.... typing and deleting my entries ave becume more routined...... i feel that life cldnt struck u as more ambivalent and baffling eh.... i feel like i shld jz raise my hands up high and tell them ive lost, im surrendring, i cant do this animore, and its too hard... i jz need to break a fall...and get myself away from the cliche of life that takes on day to day....go away rain, go away and let the sunshine come in to stay...... ironically i luv the ripples the rain makes in a puddle, sheeze whadahell am i rambling desember, hw is it someone so close yet can be so distinctly far from u... is it jz u... is it????shld it be jz u who jz let go......shld every instances and mistakes cums with a forgive and forget code..... lets forgive and forget and start afresh....but where do we start , how do we even begin what was started, the inflicted pain that ran too deep, hw can starting afresh eliminate all that happened..... hw can forgive and forget be so easy ... too simple to claim.....