disintegrate

rate

suppresion of anger seems like 14 all over again...being mad at the dad...and unable to say what i feel.... ive came out of that shell and became more assertive with my feelings but...10 years later...i cowered back to the web and return to the person i once was.... uncertain....insecured.....not strong enough to pull the plug and tell him, enuf is enuf..... cant do that.... sum sorta strong resistance is up against me...cnt fite it ...gota give in..jz too drained out