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she question herself ..is she good enuf... is he happy with her...if its aniting..every single ting shes done seems to drive the cut deeper and him further from her.... she realises she cant be wat he wants her to be animore...shes hanging by a lose thread....presumin that life is tickin at its clock waitin fr her to make her next move...she wonders silently...if she had failed all her life playin every role that was meant for her..was she meant to fail one more time ...was she willing to risk everyting she has , giving it up wen she can fite...but resistance is jz futile....he still dun notice or care...or perhaps he does...she feels like she was a mistake he shouldnt ave commit to .... he had a choice and the choice was clear..she tol him all that she was...but is she still to be blamed?????? isolation harbours in her heart, she cant do aniting more can she????